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I THINK THAT I MIGHT GET KICKED OFF OF COLOR GUARD AND IT IS MY PARENTS FAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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WHEN EVER YOU GUYS SEE ME IN DEEP THOUGHT PLEASE ASK ME WHAT I AM THINKING ABOUT BECAUSE CHANCES ARE THAT I AM THINKING OF A WAY TO LEAVE MY GOD FOR SAKING LIFE AND NEVER I MEAN NEVER TAKE MY NO AS AN ANSWER BECAUSE CHANCES ARE THAT IF YOU DO THAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN THE LAST TIME THAT YOU EVER HAD TO TALK TO ME AND PLEASE WHATEVER YOU DO DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE BECAUSE CHANCES ARE THAT IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN THE LAST TIME YOU SEE ME SO JUST A REMINDER WHENEVER YOU SEE ME IN DEEP THOUGHT ASK ME WHAT IS WRONG AND IF I DON'T SAY PLEASE INSIST BECAUSE GOD ONLY KNOWS WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME AND HE IS ALSO THE ONLY ONE THAT KNOWS WHAT I AM THINKING AND HE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT KNOWS WHAT I WILL DO FOR THE PERSON THAT I LOVE AND PLEASE ANOTHER REMINDER NEVER EVER LET ME FALL DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH A PERSON THAT YOU GUYS KNOW IS NOT GOOD FOR ME PLEASE DON'T LET ME FEEL THE PAIN THAT I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW I WOULD DO ANYTHING TO GET RID OF THIS PAIN I HAVE HAD MY HEART BROKEN TO MANY TIMES THAT IS WHY MY SCREEN NAME IS LOVE4EVERBROKEN BECAUSE MY HEART ALWAYS GETS BROKEN AND SO DOES THE CHANCES THAT I HAVE TO LOVE SOMEONE NEW SO PLEASE DON'T LET THIS HAPPEN AGAIN

WOW

i really like my background that i have right now and i would like to know if n-e-one i know is having big money problems like me right now i have to pay for color guard camp, the clothes that i am going to need for color guard camp, i have clothes in layaway,i have to pay for the bbig marching band trip, and then i have to do gas money, lunch money and the things that i still have to buy for the wedding that i am going to be in and then i have all this other stuff through out the school year like when i do plays and then i am in a bunch of clubs, i do debate, stuco, and them all the other stuff that i might be in and i don't even know if i am going to have enough time for everything elseright now i am like really really really STRESSED OUTand i would like to know if everyone is felling the same way because i really can't tell and all but i will ttyl

ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am happy again some of the ppl that i know and love have taught me alot right now like that i don't need a guy to feel better that i don't need a guy to make me feel beautiful because the guy that is going to love me is going to love me just the way that i am and they aren't going to say stuff like your fat, your ugly, your too skinny, etc. but also the fact that a guy says i love you means nothing and that is all there is to it and the thing that i got really hooked on that one guy makes me feel like really stupid because i should have picked my 2 year realtionship guy a little better and maybe it would have gone longer and all but also the thing about it is that i learned alot from him and other than the fact that i hate him right now i am kind of thankful that he came into my life and all so that is all for now so i will ttyl have a nice and safe summer

P.S. give me ideas for backgrounds and i will consider them and i will see if i use them as a background

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- Name: Alma
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- Birthday: 8/7/1989
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 1/21/2005

well just look at my screen name and i think that you can pretty much figure out that love to write depressing poetry and that i really don't give a hoot what ppl think about me and the way that i am so if you would like to know me better than let me know and i will get back to you